This Big Bang story is kicking my ass.

[aisalynn]

Sooooo tired. But I can't sleep. So I'm trying to write, because I'm waaay behind on my Big Bang and only have like, five days to finish, but I'm having trouble concentrating. I'm the kind of tired where I can't fall asleep and all I want to do is turn on a movie or something and sort of doze through it, but I can't do that.

I'm considering coffee at this point, even though I hate it. But I know making it in the middle of the night will just wake everyone else in the house up.

*sigh*

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[yourkidney.livejournal.com]

ROAR that is frustrating. ;( I caved and decided to write a little bit of my SPN Circus AU, and…not that the first paragraph isn't going well, it's just that I'm trying to find a song RIGHT NOW that they do their act to, and I can't actually start writing until I figure that out, and it's HOLDING ME BACK.

Um yeah. GOOD LUCK BB. I'm sure it will be WONDERFUL.

[aisalynn.livejournal.com]

Heh. I have so many things I've started and abandoned in favor of this Big Bang:

--A J2 fic where they meet in heaven, share a dorm room (yes, heaven has dorm rooms) and then are reincarnated, but without their memories.

--A Sam/Dean fic that takes place during season 4 where Sammy's voice is cursed away and they have until the end of the winter to find the witch who did it or it becomes permanent. (for some reason I love that fandom trope)

--a sequel to my first long J2 fic--that I actually owe to someone

--a long ass J2 story where Jared and Jensen meet on a plane--the entire story is centered around Jared's ipod music.

--The circus AU

--A HUGE Supernatural novel idea, where Sam doesn't go with Dean that night in the pilot, instead changes his name, becomes a hot shot defense lawyer, and has to represent a supposed serial killer in order to become Partner--that killer turns out to be his brother. One of his supposed victims? Their dad.

AND SO MUCH MORE. GAH. THIS BIG BANG NEEDS TO BE FIIIINIIISHED.

[yourkidney.livejournal.com]

I LIKE THE LAWYER ONE. I saw you describing that elsewhere, and I want it to happen. >.<

And the second one. I'm not a HUGE fan of J2 tbh, although it's growing on me. idk, I just like canon over fanon I guess, and it's not like we have a lot of canon events to go with in J2 unless it's J2AU, and those are taking even LONGER to get into…

Haha HERE LET ME RAMBLE WHILE YOU PROBABLY WANT TO BE WORKING.

Out of curiosity, what pairing/world is your BB?

[aisalynn.livejournal.com]

It's okay. Your rambling is keeping me awake. :)

Heh. The lawyer one was going to be my Big Bang this year, but during the planning I realized there was going to be so much research involved that I wouldn't get it done in time. So maybe next year, if I start WAY in advance.

I took me a while to get into RPS as well. The whole idea just squicked me a bit, until I just happened to come across some J2 and the summary was so interesting, and the recommendations for it so high, I just had to read it. And then another and another and... now I'm an addict. Heh. I don't know, I probably wouldn't have gotten into it if the quality of writing in this fandom hadn't been so good.

My Big Bang is a J2 AU. Basically: Jared kidnaps Jensen, a complete stranger, so he can introduce him to his family as his boyfriend. It was supposed to be light, short and funny, but it's turning out to be much longer and more serious than I expected.

[yourkidney.livejournal.com]

Oh god I just wrote it. X.X