Aisalynn Writes

Once again I am in an empty room at the church my sister works at, writing a gay love story while waiting for her to be done. Or, well, frantically editing a gay love story, since I just realized that I have just eight days until my Big Bang posting date and I'm not with this beast of a story. Which reminds me, I already have a beta but anyone on my flist willing to give this a read through and tell me what they think? You don't have to some serious beta-ing (unless, of course you want to) I'm just looking for general reactions and thoughts. You know, whether the progression and characterizations seem natural. I realize that this is a horrible thing to ask with just little over a week before my posting date, but I kinda got distracted with all this health crap and got behind. (It's kinda hard to write and edit when you are sleeping most of the time.)

Speaking of the Health Crap, I got the test results back on the celiac's panel and they were negative. However, they still want me to go through with the upper endoscopy tomorrow because they want to look for a some kind of bacterial infection in my intestines. Also, the food allergy IGE came back and, just like I thought, I'm allergic to milk.

Hah. Take that, Mother. I told you years ago when you were forcing me to drink milk with every meal that I got sick and thought I was lactose intolerant or something, and you always just scoffed at me. Well look. I am. And if you had stopped giving it to me as a child I might have grown out of it.

My triumph on that account is almost completely dwarfed, however, by my absolute horror at the fact that my doctor thinks that I might still be gluten sensitive and that even though my allergy to milk is mild, and I don't have any sort of reaction to say, cheese, I should give up both gluten and dairy for good.

Gluten and dairy.

Both.

I literally, literally cried when my mother told me this.

Now, I've been told I'll get over this, that this could be good for me because I'll expand my food horizons and be healthier and probably learn to cook since if I want to eat anything than just slabs of meat and salad I'll have to cook my own meals, and that after a while I won't miss these foods at all, but still I can't help but be upset, because, well, cheese.

I love it. My one consolation when I heard I might have to live gluten free, was that at least I could still have nachos. (You have no idea how much I love nachos.)


Well, since this might be my last night of gluten and dairy, my little sister and I are going out to eat. I'm getting a blooming onion, since I love it so much and will definitely miss it. I tried to force my friend Jasmine to go with me, but she said she just got off work and was too tired and wanted to take a nap. *Makes face at her* Bah. I've been exhausted for a year now. If I stay awake for more than five hours straight I get so tired I feel like crying, and still I drag myself out of bed to see her when she complains that it seems like I fell off the face of the earth, she sees me so little. *sticks tongue out at her*

Not that I'm really mad at her. Just at the world in general, my doctor who can't give me anything definite but still wants me to drastically change my diet for the rest of my life, and my bad luck. :(


Now I'm going to go back to editing my J2 love story to make myself feel better.

Thought I'd share what a little bit about my Big Bang fic. :)


Title: Disaster. (This is a Good One.)

Summary: Jared, a college drop-out, unlucky in love and a self-professed "loser" finds himself at the end of his rope. His long-time boyfriend, Misha, has ditched him at the last moment, right before the family Christmas dinner Jared'd planned to bring him to, and thanks to an untimely phone call from his mother, Jared's family thinks Misha is still coming. A series of uncomfortable moments later--including awkward phone calls to his exes, a terrible trip to the mall with is best friend where they were escorted out by security, and a run in with a schizophrenic who thought Jared was trying to take him into a secret government lab--and Jared has Jensen--an angry, former lawyer who's dedicated his life to charity work--handcuffed in his car, blackmailed and forced into pretending to be Jared's boyfriend. As the holiday stretches on and the charade he's involved in becomes less and less a lie, Jared is only sure of one thing: he should stop listening to Chad.


My artist is eryslash, and I'm extremely excited about it. You all should go check out the art on her journal, it's awesome.

42,788 words, and I'm done. Sooo much longer than I thought it was going to be, so much longer than I've ever written before.

Technically, I finished eight hours ago, but I was running late to pick up my older sister so we could meet some friends and family at a dueling piano bar (which was AWESOME, by the way) and I was literally stripping off my clothes as I sent the story in, just so I could get into the shower that much faster.

I had to leave out few scenes that I wanted, and the sex scene was giving me so much trouble that I finally just had to write your basic fade to black moment, and the ending is soo rushed, but it's done and sent in, and at double the required word count, and I can just go back and edit all that later. That Big Bang V-card? Poof. Gone. *Is so proud of herself*

Now? It's time to dance.




Only not in real life, 'cause I've been awake for over twenty-four hours and I just got back from hanging out in a rowdy bar. I'm dead on my feet.

Night all.

God, when I finish this thing, it's going to be almost 40,000 words. The most I've written on one piece before this was just over 10,000. It's kind of mind boggling. Especially since 22,000 of it so far has been written in like, four days.

NaNoWriMo this year?

Uh yeah, I think so.

28,000 words into my Big Bang, and I've just now written the first kiss. This fic is soo much longer than I thought it was going to be. And I have so much more to go as well.

I really really hope I can get this done in time.

20,625 words, everybody! I'm past the minimum mark!





I'm still not done with the story, and have quite a ways to go, but it's no longer looking impossible.


*dances*