My mother just found a box of acne pills on top of the fridge. The kind of pills that you have to get a prescription for, and before they allow you to take them you have to sign a contract swearing that you're not pregnant and that you are not taking any other kind of medicine that the doctor doesn't know about. The same kind of pills that my brother was on that my mom thinks might be the reason for his depression, since it's one of the side of effects. And we don't know whose pills they are.

So, naturally, she is flipping the fuck out.

She's been yelling at my sister, thinking that one of her friends, (Who gave her some face was one time) gave it to her, then yelling at Nathan, then yelling at my dad because his sister once suggested for Nathan the acne prescription she had. The only one she hasn't been yelling at is me, but she keeps having me read the directions and warnings on the box over and over and over again.

I guess I should be pleased she knows I'm not stupid enough to take someone else's prescribed drugs, but really I'm just annoyed.
Saw this at Wallgreens today and it made me laugh. I thought it was funny that they didn't have vaccine on there. And the cashier told me some guy actually thought they were selling people the H1N1 virus to people.

So this year my family's Christmas spirit has been on the lacking side. Being the first Christmas since my grandma passed away, everyone is a little sad (Christmas was always held at her house) and the family is also split in half because of the feud between my mother and my aunt. And now just a few hours ago, my brother-in-law got a call from the hospital to tell him that his dad will probably die today. He's had cancer for a while now, and they were sure this week that he could go any day. Seems that today is that day. He's driving three hours north to try to be with him if he can, while my sister and my nephew are coming here for the not so festive Christmas Eve celebration. It's turning out to be a rather somber Christmas.

Also, for the first time in about ten years my mother has to work on Christmas day. So that means we are putting off our Christmas dinner until the 26th. At this point, we're pretty much just going through the motions of Christmas because ignoring it just seems sacrilegious or something. *sigh*

In any case, I hope the people on my flist who celebrate it have a much happier Christmas than me. :)


On an unrelated, and less dreary note, my sister is watching The Dark Crystal in the kitchen. (I love that movie) And as soon as I heard the name "Jen" for the boy Gelphling, I was imagining a J2 AU version of the movie, with Jensen as Jen and Jared as Kira, the actress who played Missouri as Olgra, and possibly Chad for the traitor Skeksi. (Spelling?) I'm telling you J2 has taken over my braaaaiiin.
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( Dec. 17th, 2009 10:17 am)
So, half hour ago a pest control guy came into our apartment to spray the walls and floors to get rid of the ants. I didn't know he was coming, one of my roommates was gone, and the other one dead asleep, and I didn't hear him knock on the door. But because it's an apartment and he was hired by the leasing office, he had a key and came right in, calling down the hallway to see if anyone was home. Totally confused as to what was going on I tumbled out of bed and into the hallway, still in my pajamas--my purple Grumpy pajamas and flimsy green camisole that wasn't quite laying on me properly.

It was a little awkward. My roommate finally came out of her room, and her shirt was kinda see through, and we were both missing our glasses and squinting a whole lot.

I'm sure the guy thought we were nuts. Anyway, he started spraying, we both disappeared into our rooms to put on sweatshirts, and now the whole apartment smells like bug killer, which is apparently okay for us to be around and breathe, but I still can't help imagining me inhaling poison with every breath.

But at least there's no more ants. Just, you know, a lot of ant corpses in the walls.
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( Dec. 15th, 2009 04:47 am)
There are ants. Everywhere. I mean just, all over my room. I don't know exactly when this happened. All I know is that I was sitting on my bed, writing, and I noticed an ant crawling along the top of my computer screen. I thought, shit, turned around, and there they were. All over the wall above my head, all over my headboard, and of course, all over my pillows.

Hundreds of them.

*shudders*

I am so grossed out right now.

This is like the third time I've posted about a mass amount of ants appearing in this journal. I'm kind of sick of it. Bleh. I hate bugs.

So, I don't have any food or anything in my room, just a few empty water bottles. But guess who is doing some mass cleaning tomorrow? That's right. Guess I'll just camp out on the couch till then.

Ugh. Ants. I hate them.

*shudders*
Okay, so I know I'm not the most clean or organized person in the world. The piles of laundry around my room can attest to that, but sometimes my roommates do things that really gross me out.

Like, leaving their dirty dishes in the sink for a week until I finally get sick of the smell and do them myself. Or, when they finally do their dishes, they do them in the wrong side of sink! Not the side with open drain and garbage disposal, so that everything can be washed away, but the side without the garbage disposal. And they never clean the sink afterwards, they just leave it like that, bits of food scattered all around, and the wash cloth and sponge sitting in a gross crumbled pile in the middle of it, not rinsed out, still with bits of food clinging to it.

It seriously grosses me out.

It smells, and more often than not there is no other wash cloth clean so I have to clean everything out before I start on my dishes. Ugh. I always feel like I have to go take a shower or something afterwards. Blech.

Also, they clearly don't know how to use a dishwasher. Neither of them have used one before, and I can't seem to make it clear enough for them that they have to rinse the dishes before they put them in. Other wise it just doesn't get them clean.

*sigh*

Anyway, I know I haven't been around a lot here lately, and I'm seriously sucking in the replying to comments section, but real life has been kicking my ass and I haven't had a lot of time for LiveJournal. Hopefully that will change, and I'll have time not only to write again, but hang out here with you awesome people. :)
Celebrated Halloween by going to a murder mystery party. It was fun. My character was a not-so-brilliant psychologist named May Flowers. Which totally fit me. I had a blast pretending like I was huge fan of Sigmund Freud and trying to psychoanalyze everybody by talking about their childhoods, and then breaking down everything they said to figure out what their subconscious was saying. However, it was also really hard, because my character had no ulterior motives. So I had no reason to bribe or blackmail people and had to actually be altruistic in my attempts to solve the crime. It was difficult--but I won!

Hehehe. "Nosy" psychologist indeed. Most of the information I got was from overhearing other conversations as I was supposedly busy psychoanalyzing someone else. A few people actually freely gave away information once I assured them that what ever they said would fall under doctor-patient confidentiality.

So the murderer was my sister who played "Rebecca Ravioloi." She actually killed three people off--so she would inherit all the money.

So yeah, fun. But I'm totally ready for bed now. *yawns*
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So, I tried to pay my rent online for the first time this month. Last month, I didn't know how, so my roommate just paid the whole thing and then had me pay her. However, she showed me how to do it online and I thought that was how we were going to do it from now on. Apparently not, since a few days ago she asked why I hadn't paid her rent yet. I guess she had already paid the whole thing this month, and then expected me to give her a check, when I told her that I paid online she grew upset because she needed the money to fix her car. The conversation was just a little bit awkward.

And then it got worse. She called to check on the account, and they said they didn't get anything from me. Nothing. I don't know how I ended up screwing up the online payment, considering it was very simple form, but I guess some how I did, since they didn't any form at all from me. I learned about this yesterday when, while I was napping in my room, Lys was talking to her parents on the phone right outside my door. I heard her talking about how she didn't want to believe that I'm just trying to get out of rent, but maybe that was just because she always "looked for the good in people."

Gah. Now I feel like the shitty roommate who can't depended on. Sometimes I really hate the iternet. This isn't the first time it has screwed me over in some way.

In any case, today when I was leaving for class I walked into an ambush. Her parents had driven two hours to come here, so they could talk to me about rent and then told me they wanted me to sign a contract with Lys saying that I will pay my rent on time from now on or she will take me to small claims court and kick me out of the apartment. I think that's a bit of an overreaction, since it was just a mixup, but I was getting late to class and I was outnumbered three to one in my living room, with these people I've never met before but are co-signers on the lease, so I said I would.

*sigh* I like my roommates, and it's not hard to live with them, but sometimes I really wish I could have found an affordable apartment for just myself.


In related news, I still haven't received my student loans. Apparently, the loan company screwed up or something, because two thousand students forms were lost--they said they had never applied at all, even though they did--and now I have to go through the whole loan process again. This sucks.
Just got back from the concert. It was awesome! Kansas opened, and they rocked. Dave Ragsdale was awesome at the violin (I love the violin. It's one of the reasons I love Kansas so much) and Steve Walsh rocked out on the keyboard. They of course ended with Carry on Wayward Son, which was amazing live. I'm so glad I finally got to see these guys in concert. And I got a t-shirt! :D

Styx was brilliant. Great energy, great sound and their voices rocked. Lawrence Gowan's voice was incredible when he sang Suite Madame Blue, and he cracked me up with his twirly keyboard. At one point he played Beethoven on the keyboard too. :) The crowd went wild for Come Sail Away, and afterwards they walked off the stage and I was all, "What? No Renegade?" But they came back and played two more songs, last of which was, of course, Renegade. :)

It was an all around awesome night. I just wish my camera wasn't broken, because there were no bad seats in the auditorium. I tried to take a few pictures with my phone, but they turned out crappy. :( Too bad.

Heh. My ears are ringing and my voice is hoarse from screaming so much. And I think the adrenalin rush is running out. I think it's time to crash. :)
I'm going to see Styx and Kansas in concert tonight. I'm so excited!! :D
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( Sep. 28th, 2009 11:02 pm)
Then again, I'm starting to get why my family is so frustrated with my dating choices that they feel the need to make them for me. I've just sort of renewed a long standing flirtation with a guy who moved to Pittsburgh for grad school, and agreed to meet up with him over Thanksgiving break, despite my negative feelings on long distance relationships.

*headdesk*
So, my cousin Christina has been trying to get me to meet this guy named Josh. She says it's just because we both go to the same college and we'd be good friends, but really, it's not hard to see through that. Especially with her husband grabbing the phone every time she talks about it and asking me if I thought he was hot from the facebook pictures I saw.

Anyway, today I was at her house and her husband came in and mentioned something about hanging out with Josh and the rest of the guys at the Waffle House down the street. When Christina immediately pulled him inside the laundry room to speak to him I knew something was up. When she suddenly decided she was tired and needed to drop me and my little sister back off at our house, it was confirmed. So it was no surprise that instead of driving past the Waffle House she pulls up to it, parks the car and says to me, "How much do you love me?"

Josh and "the rest of the guys" turned out to be a group of seven, all drinking coffee or pop and just sitting in the restaurant for hours smoking cigarette after cigarette. Josh and I smiled awkwardly at each other after we were introduced and exchanged less than three sentences before the conversation was lost to Chad and Bobby's impression of Christina's goofball husband. Thankfully, the whole visit lasted less than fifteen minutes, but I came out with a headache and stinky clothes from all the smoke.

For some reason everyone has been obsessed with my dating life here lately. My dad gave my friend James the "don't you hurt my daughter" talk because he thought we were dating (definitely not), my mother gives me this knowing look any time I mention the name of guy from school, no matter how unimportant that mention is, my little sister tried to set me up with this nineteen year old she met at one of her band's concerts, but it turned out he was more interested in her (which ew, 'cause she's fifteen) and for some reason Christina's husband Jake is obsessed with the idea of me marrying his best friend Chad. Today he sat down next to me, all serious, and tried to make me promise to marry Chad if I turned thirty and neither of us were with someone by then.

I don't get this fascination with my romantic life. And I don't agree with my dad that being twenty-one years old and single makes me "The Mayor of Spinterville."

*rolls eyes*


Using the Doctor Who icon, 'cause it's pretty and I haven't used it in a while. :)
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( Sep. 21st, 2009 05:07 am)
Meh. I'm tired. Just finished a three thousand word fic for an anonymous fic meme and I should be in bed. I have to get up in three hours and drive back to campus, since my parents didn't want me driving the hour it takes to get there during a storm.

But at least I finally finished one of the stories I've been working on. Now I just need to finish the stories that I actually have the guts to post on my journal, rather than the anonymous ones. Heh.

Sleeeeeeeep.
Today has sucked. My car got towed, I don't have a hundred dollars cash, or a ride to the towing place--I'm probably going to have to call my parents (ugh), I'm on my period and I've got cramps so bad that I can't stand up straight. I had ride a bike to my classes like this, and I wanted to cry by the time I got there. I've nauseous all day, and I'm pretty sure that I failed my english pop quiz because I was so out of it I couldn't think, and everything was short answer.

I just want to roll over and die already.

Or maybe build a fort out of blankets, sheets and pillows, get a bucket of chocolate, a good book and a bottle of water and just crawl in and stay there for the rest of the week.
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It's four o'clock in the morning and my brother has a girl over. My whole family has checked on them repeatedly throughout the night, so we know that they are just hanging out, but I know for a fact that my parents would have sent her home at midnight if they weren't so happy that he was interested in being social at all. Especially being social with someone who wasn't the slightly insane ex-girlfriend who my parents are half convinced was the source of his depression to begin with.

I just caught them sneaking out of the house, jackets on and dressed in all black, and when I questioned them they said they were going out to jump on the trampoline. I let them go but I've been trying to spy on them. I'm not sure if they are actually on the trampoline or just trying to sneak across the road to the stone quarry to watch the sunset or something--like I did in high school. In any case, I'm tempted to just go out there to see, and if he is there embarrass him by telling him God frowns on premarital sex or something. Especially premarital sex on trampolines.


In other news, I just finished Supernatural 4x13--After School Special. Coach!Dean cracked me up and little Sammy was adorable. I enjoyed the episode before that too, with the magicians, even if Sam pissed me off at the end. I really don't think he got the moral of the story there. But still, there was that awesome scene with Dean and the BDSM dude.

"You've not been had until you've been had by the Chief!"

*snickers*
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( Aug. 30th, 2009 05:32 pm)
I signed up for a writing fundraiser for Doctors Without Borders today. (Check it out here!) I'm offering up a timestamp to my J2 fic, This Lane Closed. Already have most of it planned out, but I'm pushing it aside so I can focus on another J2 AU I'm working on (They have taken over my braaaiiiiin!!!) right now. It's taking a little longer than I thought it would because it's centered around a playlist, and I need to go through a whole lot of music to find lyrics that fit. (This is not a songfic however, I just need bits and pieces to fit with the theme.)

Anyway, the fundraiser and actually having a deadline should make sure that my timestamp fic idea doesn't just fall in the cracks while I work on this. Hopefully, anyway.

I should probably, however, stop focusing so much on fandom and actually read a little of the introduction to Shakespeare I have to get done. I really wish we just jumped right in with the plays for this class, the intro is over a hundred pages long and extremely dry.
My brother came home from the stress center, so I'm back home for the weekend. Already I wish I was back at my apartment--I don't have and pillows or blankets for the bed here, I have no desk for my computer, my mother has apparently been lying in bed now for an entire week (with Joan of Arc still in the DVD player, which makes it two weeks straight that she has watched it now.), and my dad has already started complaining to me about how everyone in this house is nuts, and he blames my mother.

This weekend is going to suck.

On the plus side, I went to see District 9 tonight with my siblings, which was great fun. The movie was rather gross at points and left a lot of things unanswered, but I enjoyed it.

I finally got around to updating my fanfiction list, *gestures to link on the sidebar* so now I think most--if not all--of my fiction is linked on there. I had to make several more sections for it, including a link for Real People Fiction, which I'm slightly embarrassed about, but figure I can't deny it since I'm already working on another fic. It's not the timestamp I was planning for my J2 fic, but another AU altogether. *shrugs* The ideas won't leave my brain alone. I have to write them or go mad, and I figure there is already enough insanity in my family, thank you very much.

Oh, and after days of fiddling around with, we have finally declared my external hard drive dead, and all data impossible to retrieve. Funeral service will be held sometime this weekend. It is very possible that a funeral service for my cat will also be held shortly after.

*grumbles bitterly*
Finished season three of Supernatural, as well as the first episode of season 4.

Thoughts here. )

That got a little long. Heh.

Anyway, I've been kind of MIA here lately. I moved into my apartment Saturday, and I've started classes so I've been busy. My brother is still at the stress center, and they've started him on a higher dose of antipsychotics. I'm hoping he'll be able to go home soon. Meanwhile, I'm just happy to be away from the insanity that is my parents.
I feel like crying. My cat knocked my external harddrive off my desk and its not working now. The computer doesn't recognize it, it doesn't even light up, and it just keeps making these short humming noises, like the disk inside is trying to spin but can't.

I just got this thing last Christmas.

These past few weeks have seriously, seriously sucked. It's just one thing after another, with my aunt finally declaring my mother dead to her and saying she never wants to see her again, completely splitting my family up, that fight with my mother and all the tension it has caused in my family, fucking loan issues again, all my friends graduating and moving out of the state, leaving me extremely bored and no where to escape when my family goes nuts, this thing with my brother (who has been declared psychotic by the doctor and is now on anti-psych meds. When I last went to see him, I could barely recognize him, he was so out of it), and now my stupid fucking cat broke my harddrive, which yes, isn't the end of the world, but it had all of my writing, and art and months worth of time and effort spent in fanvideos and ripping dvds to use for fanvideos and all of my music and I just want to Fucking. Scream. with frustration at it all.

This summer was supposed to be all about calming down and collecting myself and getting in a better state of mind after the absolute suckfest that was last semester, and that just hasn't been happening. I feel worse than ever.

And my mother wont stop fucking calling me from her room for the most stupid shit.

School starts monday and I'm already seriously stressed out. I don't see how this semester can go any better than the last one.
I'm at the hotel computer right now, waiting for my family to hurry up and get ready so we can go to breakfast, and avoiding the insanity in our room.

Sharing a hotel room with four other members of your family isn't as fun as it sounds, and it really didn't sound much fun to begin with.

I couldn't get to sleep--I've never been very good at sleeping in hotel rooms, with the terrible air conditioner that is always either two hot or too cold, the steet lights through the window, my little sister randomly rolling on top of me. I finally fell asleep sometime after four, not happy about waking up four hours later, and my dad woke me up around five by jerking awake yelling and cursing.

A bad dream. He gets those a lot.

He doesn't go to bed after that, but roams the room for hours, getting ice, getting milk, grumbling about the bed, the AC, the dark and I really wanted to just grab something off the bedside table and chuck it at him, in the hopes that it would knock him out for a few more hours, but instead I just rolled over and tried to sleep through it all.

No such luck.

Now we've got a theme park to go to, I've had very little sleep and my older sister is already pissed off at my parents and bitching about not wanting to go to breakfast because it will "waste the day," which is just ticking my parents off, so I have to hear them bitch about it.

I might add sororicide to the list.


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