A minor emotional breakdown.

[aisalynn]

I feel like crying. My cat knocked my external harddrive off my desk and its not working now. The computer doesn't recognize it, it doesn't even light up, and it just keeps making these short humming noises, like the disk inside is trying to spin but can't.

I just got this thing last Christmas.

These past few weeks have seriously, seriously sucked. It's just one thing after another, with my aunt finally declaring my mother dead to her and saying she never wants to see her again, completely splitting my family up, that fight with my mother and all the tension it has caused in my family, fucking loan issues again, all my friends graduating and moving out of the state, leaving me extremely bored and no where to escape when my family goes nuts, this thing with my brother (who has been declared psychotic by the doctor and is now on anti-psych meds. When I last went to see him, I could barely recognize him, he was so out of it), and now my stupid fucking cat broke my harddrive, which yes, isn't the end of the world, but it had all of my writing, and art and months worth of time and effort spent in fanvideos and ripping dvds to use for fanvideos and all of my music and I just want to Fucking. Scream. with frustration at it all.

This summer was supposed to be all about calming down and collecting myself and getting in a better state of mind after the absolute suckfest that was last semester, and that just hasn't been happening. I feel worse than ever.

And my mother wont stop fucking calling me from her room for the most stupid shit.

School starts monday and I'm already seriously stressed out. I don't see how this semester can go any better than the last one.

Comments

[angearia.livejournal.com]

Oh sweetie, I'm sorry. All I can say is try to tackle one thing at a time and place priority on school as much as possible. I've let family stuff (my crazy mom specifically) fuck up my time at school before and it sucks. (Seriously, your mom and my mom should meet to see who's the most crazed.)

Any hope of extracting the data from your hard drive? My friend's laptop completely busted and they managed to extract all his documents. I'm hoping you can save your stuff.

Bah! Stupid fucking everything. I swear alongside you in solidarity for all that SUCKS!

Anything I can do to make it better? Drabble? Anything you want. Wanna read the angsty Spuffy WIP I was doing for you? There's 5000 words of angst in there.

This is my anthem for badness - Pain by Three Days' Grace. Which totally should be a S6 Spuffy vid imo.

[deird1]

Oh, damn.

Honey, I'm so sorry.

[penny-lane-42.livejournal.com]

I am so, so sorry that things are so rough right now. No platitudes from me, I'll just say this: if there's anything I can do, let me know. You and your whole family will be in my prayers. I truly hope things get better.

[cordykitten]

Just that - (((*HUGS*)))


When a part of my hard drive was kaput I still had guarantee but they had to send it in and I've got a new one - empty. No fun even if I could save things.

I hope you can get it repaired.
*hugs again*

[mephestopheles.livejournal.com]

my external hard-drive went on the fritz last Christmas. If it's possible, either take it where you bought to get it checked. If your warranty is already up, pop the enclosure and drop the drive into your tower. If it can be read, you're free and clear all you need is a new enclosure. If it can't be read then it might not be working.

Enclosures tend to be delicate and screw up. A friend of mine had theirs dropped onto a concrete floor. You should be okay.

*huggles*