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OH MY GOD KRIPKE. HOW CAN AN EPISODE BE SO GOOD AND YET RIP OUT MY HEART AND FUCKING STOMP ON IT AT THE SAME TIME?
Oh wow, the beginning of this episode. It was so abrupt and Dean's face after they shot Sam. *shivers* I'd feel sorry for those two guys, but yeah. They killed Sam and Dean. They'll deserve it.
At first I was all excited about Heaven, thrilled about some Wee!chesters happy times, really hoping that that will remind Dean of his bond with Sam and it'll some how make them stronger or just... less despairing. Something. Yeah, no. Sammy's happy memories are all away from his family and Dean's pissed. (Which, okay. I get the Thanksgiving, and I get Flagstaff. But... the night he left for Standford? Um, when Sam talked about that night in season one he certainly didn't act like that was a favorite memory of his. In fact, I remember him getting very pissed and emotional when he was bringing up things about it with John. So that kind of bugs me.) But yeah. Sam's happy memories are all about freedom and normality, and he'd only get that away from his family and the life they led. Cue more strife between Sam and Dean.
ASH! I love Ash! I was so excited to see him, and the bar that is his heaven, and his computer that he programed to listen in on the angels. (And of course he is fluent in anokian [is that how you spell that?] He's ASH. And AWESOME.)
And didn't Pamela have a thing for Sam? He's the one she kept hitting on and talking about his ass. I'm confused. And unhappy that she is apparently an agent for Michael. :(
Okay, honestly, I'm getting a little sick of Dean's abandonment issues being thrown in our face all the time. We're still hashing out the same old stuff from season one. Which yeah, issues like that just don't go away, especially with all the stuff the Winchesters have gone through, but still, we've gone over it so so much. And Dean, SAM IS RIGHT BESIDE YOU. He isn't in Stanford anymore and you are quite obviously the most important person in his life. Ever. I mean, he pretty much went off the deep end when you died and started the apocalypse because of it. It's about time you start remembering that. Or you know, forget the apocalypse part. Forgive and forget, live and let live and all that shit. Heh.
Alright, now. Let's talk about God. (On the same subject, but completely unrelated to this show, my cousin dragged me to her church today. Or "Church plant" rather, since there's only eighteen people and they don't have a building yet. I hate going there. I find most of them very obnoxious, and I missed watching Supernatural when it was airing because of it. ANYWAY.) I was a little shocked when God's message ended up being "Back Off," but at the same time relieved. I didn't want like, God to come in and save the day. Still, harsh dude. But now I'm curious: what is He doing on earth? If the earth is going to burn because of he Apocalypse, why is he on it? (Not that I think the earth burning would harm Him or something. I'm just saying it wouldn't be a pleasant vacation spot.) This makes me think that He's not as uncaring as everyone seems to be, maybe he's just waiting for things to play out in the way He, being GOD, already knows is going to happen. (Which of course will be SAM and DEAN kicking Lucifer's and the angel's collective ASSES and saving the WORLD.)
So, Cas and Dean pretty much broke my heart at the end. It's hard to see Castiel give up his faith so completely. And Dean... Oh Dean, you are so close to just giving up and saying yes. I feel it. You worry me so much. And dropping the amulet in the trash, which not only represents God, and hope and faith that everything is going to turn out all right, but his relationship with Sam.... I want to cry.
Sam had better have picked that amulet out of the trash, damn it.
But, despite all this, I still have faith that their relationship will mend. Why?
BECAUSE SAM AND DEAN ARE SOULMATES. *extreme flailing*
I seriously squealed when I watched that scene. The whole thing thrilled me. Ash's slight hesitation before answering. The camera angle that deliberately included both Sam and Dean while it was said. The awkward pause afterwards. The way Ash's eyes flickered between them both to see their reactions. The fact that Ash had to write weird angel symbols on doors to get to everyone else's heaven, but all Dean had to do to find Sam was drive. AND CAS KNEW THIS. He didn't even question whether or not Dean would be able to find Sam, even though most people can't leave their heavens, so that meant he knew they were sharing one. And a few episodes ago Michael referred to Sam as Dean's "darling little Sammy."
ALL THE ANGELS KNOW SAM AND DEAN ARE SOUL MATES.
And so, I have to believe, that despite all the tension between them right now, and Dean's despair and failing faith, and Sam' continued problems with his growing anger and resentment, that it will all be alright. At least between them.
So bring it on, Kripke.
Oh, and hi everyone. I've been missing from livejournal for a while. My thyroid hasn't been acting like it should if it had "classic" Hashimoto's, so my new doctor (a specialist) has taken me off all meds for a month so we can start over. Which means I'm back to sleeping a lot. Yay. *sigh*
Oh wow, the beginning of this episode. It was so abrupt and Dean's face after they shot Sam. *shivers* I'd feel sorry for those two guys, but yeah. They killed Sam and Dean. They'll deserve it.
At first I was all excited about Heaven, thrilled about some Wee!chesters happy times, really hoping that that will remind Dean of his bond with Sam and it'll some how make them stronger or just... less despairing. Something. Yeah, no. Sammy's happy memories are all away from his family and Dean's pissed. (Which, okay. I get the Thanksgiving, and I get Flagstaff. But... the night he left for Standford? Um, when Sam talked about that night in season one he certainly didn't act like that was a favorite memory of his. In fact, I remember him getting very pissed and emotional when he was bringing up things about it with John. So that kind of bugs me.) But yeah. Sam's happy memories are all about freedom and normality, and he'd only get that away from his family and the life they led. Cue more strife between Sam and Dean.
ASH! I love Ash! I was so excited to see him, and the bar that is his heaven, and his computer that he programed to listen in on the angels. (And of course he is fluent in anokian [is that how you spell that?] He's ASH. And AWESOME.)
And didn't Pamela have a thing for Sam? He's the one she kept hitting on and talking about his ass. I'm confused. And unhappy that she is apparently an agent for Michael. :(
Okay, honestly, I'm getting a little sick of Dean's abandonment issues being thrown in our face all the time. We're still hashing out the same old stuff from season one. Which yeah, issues like that just don't go away, especially with all the stuff the Winchesters have gone through, but still, we've gone over it so so much. And Dean, SAM IS RIGHT BESIDE YOU. He isn't in Stanford anymore and you are quite obviously the most important person in his life. Ever. I mean, he pretty much went off the deep end when you died and started the apocalypse because of it. It's about time you start remembering that. Or you know, forget the apocalypse part. Forgive and forget, live and let live and all that shit. Heh.
Alright, now. Let's talk about God. (On the same subject, but completely unrelated to this show, my cousin dragged me to her church today. Or "Church plant" rather, since there's only eighteen people and they don't have a building yet. I hate going there. I find most of them very obnoxious, and I missed watching Supernatural when it was airing because of it. ANYWAY.) I was a little shocked when God's message ended up being "Back Off," but at the same time relieved. I didn't want like, God to come in and save the day. Still, harsh dude. But now I'm curious: what is He doing on earth? If the earth is going to burn because of he Apocalypse, why is he on it? (Not that I think the earth burning would harm Him or something. I'm just saying it wouldn't be a pleasant vacation spot.) This makes me think that He's not as uncaring as everyone seems to be, maybe he's just waiting for things to play out in the way He, being GOD, already knows is going to happen. (Which of course will be SAM and DEAN kicking Lucifer's and the angel's collective ASSES and saving the WORLD.)
So, Cas and Dean pretty much broke my heart at the end. It's hard to see Castiel give up his faith so completely. And Dean... Oh Dean, you are so close to just giving up and saying yes. I feel it. You worry me so much. And dropping the amulet in the trash, which not only represents God, and hope and faith that everything is going to turn out all right, but his relationship with Sam.... I want to cry.
Sam had better have picked that amulet out of the trash, damn it.
But, despite all this, I still have faith that their relationship will mend. Why?
BECAUSE SAM AND DEAN ARE SOULMATES. *extreme flailing*
I seriously squealed when I watched that scene. The whole thing thrilled me. Ash's slight hesitation before answering. The camera angle that deliberately included both Sam and Dean while it was said. The awkward pause afterwards. The way Ash's eyes flickered between them both to see their reactions. The fact that Ash had to write weird angel symbols on doors to get to everyone else's heaven, but all Dean had to do to find Sam was drive. AND CAS KNEW THIS. He didn't even question whether or not Dean would be able to find Sam, even though most people can't leave their heavens, so that meant he knew they were sharing one. And a few episodes ago Michael referred to Sam as Dean's "darling little Sammy."
ALL THE ANGELS KNOW SAM AND DEAN ARE SOUL MATES.
And so, I have to believe, that despite all the tension between them right now, and Dean's despair and failing faith, and Sam' continued problems with his growing anger and resentment, that it will all be alright. At least between them.
So bring it on, Kripke.
Oh, and hi everyone. I've been missing from livejournal for a while. My thyroid hasn't been acting like it should if it had "classic" Hashimoto's, so my new doctor (a specialist) has taken me off all meds for a month so we can start over. Which means I'm back to sleeping a lot. Yay. *sigh*
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THIS. I actually very much enjoy hearing about Dean's abandonment issues, but that's really more to do with personal taste than anything else. IMO, the fact that he can't get over it even when there's so much evidence pointing towards how much Sam cares about him makes me think that his issues have way more to do with his relationship with himself than his relationship with Sam. He still has all these self-esteem problems, and he'll never fix his relationship with Sam until he starts liking himself a little more.
AND SINCE THEY ARE SOUL MATES I believe that will happen...one day.
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hehe...you slay me...I actually turned to my husband and said "fan girls around the world are squee-ing as we watch this" as soon as that scene played out...
and yeah Sam had BETTER have pulled that amulet out of the trash...and poor Cas...actually SWEARING...TWICE...
Love the Kripke but he had SO better make things right with our boys...
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