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Funeral was today. It went well, I suppose you could say. As well as any funeral could go. People showed up, most of whom I didn't know but pretended to be interested in anyway, "Sunrise, Sunset" was played in the background--a cheesey instrumental version done on the harp--and I couldn't help but wonder if anyone else got that that song was actually for a wedding, the sermon was long and very generalized, all cliches about life and humanity and being one with one another, and the funeral home director was kind of creepy. In an overly cheerful, very strange laugh kind of way.
But at least he gave us a discount.
You know, the more I think about it, the more I think I want to be cremated. I just don't like the idea of my body being put on display for everyone to see/touch/cry over. I don't know, I guess I was just never one to look at the casket and say, "Oh, they look so pretty. Just like they were sleeping." No, I would look at the stiff fingers and still shoulders and think, "they look dead." But the whole cremation thing probably wouldn't go well with my family, so I doubt I'll ever mention it (not like I'm going to die soon anyway, and besides, what will it matter to me when I do?)
These thoughts are probably getting a little too morbid, I should move on.
I missed a lot of school these passed few days. Had a group project I had to bail on, which I feel bad for, I'm not usually one to leave a whole lot of work for others. Also missed a surprise quiz in my biology lab that I can't make up. Great. Now lets add on a biology test, an informative speech to write, and my big ass spanish assignment, and I'm just drowing in crap. Yay.
Finally was able to watch the first two episodes of this season of Heroes (thanks to my writers meetings, I have to miss them and then watch them on line), and I have to say, it's looking better already. I'm excited. :) Oh, and last weeks House episode.... wow. I don't think the show could get anymore gay if House and Wilson were making out on the screen. Seriously. And Boston Legal!!!! Made me happy. I think that is the show I am most excited about, though I am sad this is its last season. :(
Note to Flist: You guys are awesome. Seriously. I can't tell you how much it made me feel better to get back on LJ today and read all your guy's comments. Totally made my day like, a million time better. Thank you. *huggles flist*
But at least he gave us a discount.
You know, the more I think about it, the more I think I want to be cremated. I just don't like the idea of my body being put on display for everyone to see/touch/cry over. I don't know, I guess I was just never one to look at the casket and say, "Oh, they look so pretty. Just like they were sleeping." No, I would look at the stiff fingers and still shoulders and think, "they look dead." But the whole cremation thing probably wouldn't go well with my family, so I doubt I'll ever mention it (not like I'm going to die soon anyway, and besides, what will it matter to me when I do?)
These thoughts are probably getting a little too morbid, I should move on.
I missed a lot of school these passed few days. Had a group project I had to bail on, which I feel bad for, I'm not usually one to leave a whole lot of work for others. Also missed a surprise quiz in my biology lab that I can't make up. Great. Now lets add on a biology test, an informative speech to write, and my big ass spanish assignment, and I'm just drowing in crap. Yay.
Finally was able to watch the first two episodes of this season of Heroes (thanks to my writers meetings, I have to miss them and then watch them on line), and I have to say, it's looking better already. I'm excited. :) Oh, and last weeks House episode.... wow. I don't think the show could get anymore gay if House and Wilson were making out on the screen. Seriously. And Boston Legal!!!! Made me happy. I think that is the show I am most excited about, though I am sad this is its last season. :(
Note to Flist: You guys are awesome. Seriously. I can't tell you how much it made me feel better to get back on LJ today and read all your guy's comments. Totally made my day like, a million time better. Thank you. *huggles flist*
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