and even if both of them weren't lost in a morass of darkness, Buffy was.
how do you balance demands of family/friends, your duties to the 'world', AND the fact that you've just lost the only pure happiness you've ever known?
her desire to feel FEEL anything except for the emptiness/pain that she feels, makes soooo much sense.
and spike's desire, as echoed in your fic, to do whatever he could to make her happy, even temporarily, makes sense.
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Date: 2009-03-20 01:31 am (UTC)how do you balance demands of family/friends, your duties to the 'world', AND the fact that you've just lost the only pure happiness you've ever known?
her desire to feel FEEL anything except for the emptiness/pain that she feels, makes soooo much sense.
and spike's desire, as echoed in your fic, to do whatever he could to make her happy, even temporarily, makes sense.