Not just the loan for my books, the loan for school period. As in, tuition, board, random expenses, the whole thing. If I don't get one, I'm really really screwed.

So that means... *gratefully takes the "token of affection"* These things might be reeaaal useful.

I really wish I could help with judging, I was rather looking forward to doing just that, but my life is a bit too crazy at the moment. Not just with the loan, but with family and school. I have two tests and a lab report coming up, a birthday party, a baby shower, a trip to virginia and visit to an aunt in the hospital--all in the next few days. Meanwhile I'm getting more and more stressed out and scatterbrained. o.O